♡best friends ever♡

lonely...

empty..

sadness..

that's the only thing that i had since the day i enter the high school..

being all alone is what i always get..

having friends same just like no friends at all..

sometimes..

it make me thinking...

are they really my friends??

what does friends means actually??

until now i just don't know what does friends really mean

especially BEST FRIEND FOREVER or should i say BFF

until now i never feel what does BFF means

all the 'friends' that i have isn't actually a friend

they only like strangers or someone i know

they actually didn't care about me

high school end new life at the campus started

the hope of having great memories with people who called as FRIENDS will form

but then i was wrong

still didn't feel the meaning of friends and bff

the only 'friends' that i had were

loneliness..

alone..

emptiness..

always being forgotten and been ignore was what i always get

no matter how hard i try to outstand and want to be recognize

it just not working

maybe my life do have to be fill with emptiness

the only FRIENDS that i had were my mom, daddy and my brothers

my cats and my dolls are included as my FRIENDS

and i found that they are the BEST FRIENDS EVER

no one can beat them

they always there for me

they will never leave me alone and makes my life shine...