♡my memory♡

my memory..

At that moment I remembered it all..

i still remember the day we know each..

i still remember the way you being concern toward me..

i still remember the day i looking for you..

i still remember the day i wait for you to come..

i still remember the day we talking until late of night..

i still remember all the happiness that we had together..

and i also still remember the sadness that i had..

i still remember the day i cried because of you..

now everything change already..

everything that we had together only become a memory..

i though i will be able to move on without you..

but as time pass..

i really miss you..

i could not forget you at all..

i though i won't be crying anymore and just live happily..

but i was wrong..

every time i remember about you i cry..

every time i went to place that had memory about you..

i cry..

every time i see the presents that you gave to me..

i cry..

i really miss you so much..

i really wish that day won't ever happen..

i really wish that what had happen only a nightmare..

but it not a dream..

it a reality..

and i have to accept the reality no matter what..

even though it really pain..

but i'll try to be happy..

i try not to cry anymore..

because i know..

that you will be up sad if you see me keep crying because of you..

the only thing that i want you to know..

i really really miss you so much..

i won't ever forget about you..

and you will always be the only one to me..

no one else except you~