♡it's been awhile♡

annyeong~

it's been a while for me to update my blog

well i don't have time to update it though

been busy with studies

but..

i'll try to take a little time to update this blog

honestly, on the day i updated this blog..

so many things in my mind..

and i don't know how i want to let it go though

i guess this blog is the only way for me to release everything

now it's March already

how was your beginning of 2012?

i hope everything going well

as for me..

well..so many things had happen

things that mostly sad and disappointed stuff had happen

so many until make me want to cry

and i ever thinking to kill myself

it just so though me

a lot of people told me to stay strong

but i just don't know until when i can stay strong

i just don't know until when i can keep this up

only God know how i really feel

and yet i never stop praying to Him

to make me stay strong

and make everything go well for me and my family

now the only people that i really want to meet are

my 2 best girl friends

i just wish that i could meet both of them

hanging out together

have some fun

so that i can forget all the sadness

that i been kept for a long time

the other person that i want to meet is him

the only guy who i really miss

who is hard for me to forget

who i don't know how is he now

Ya Allah ya tuhanku..

engkau kuatkan hamba dalam menghadapi semua rintangan ini~